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~Step Into the wOLrd!!~Ordinary Person ~ ~ ~ Under my wings i'll do my Best 11 mei MOVEDI WAS MOVED TO NEW LIVE SPACES ADDRESS
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p.s. actually i moved there since i got a new e-mail address T_T
26 november wall in my hearti don't know what to say from now on ...
i'm still alive ...of course...
haha= ='
after this weekend i realized that
a greatest wall in my heart was raised again
it's completely strong wall that's never fallen by anything
A wall which seperated me and myslef from the others
i feels like a lair . . .
it's have two way to think. . .
first is i'm the innocent
second is i'm the big lair that telling a lie to everyone
i think everyone's prefer the second choice
/ /\ \
anyway i'll throw it away
don't care what will happen
i'm sure about myslef
i'm sure
i still have myself and i will do it the best
thanks for someone who try to prove me
it's importantless ...
i'm give up with this situation
just let it be. . .
.
.
.
because no one could climb across that wall anymore
just say
CHHHHEEEEESSSSSSS ^___________________________________________________^ 21 november stand in complexnow ...
i have nothing.. ! ! really nothing..
trust , fate , believe
don't know what to do
just want to run away from what it was ...
run away from everything. . .
i can't believe that i will face this condition. .. .
i know that i'm not good enough for them. . .
if you want to do those such a thing. . .
so what are you waiting for?
FORCE ME !
Do whatever you want. .
please don't look at me or think about me
cause i'll never think about you again!
...
it's ma fault
but what did i do or what did i have done?
just tell me the understandable reason
that
WHAT AM I DONE TO ALL OF YOU
WHICH MADE YOU DO LIKE THIS TO ME>?
what da fuck about talking with me?
is it very difficult to ask me or question me directly without any back-gossip>?
i tried to give a 100 percent to all of you
even actually, it can't be like that... i know myself all the time..
but now
it less than minus
when i broken with something it's hard to recover
or
RESURRECTION
if you want me to be the bad guy...
or i behaved like a bad guy or whatever!
i WilL BE thAt BAd GUy/ /
just send me to the jail
send me ........
no one try to prove me .........everybody dumped me
i NEVER BEEN TREATEN LIKE THIS BEFORE
OK, i want money AND I LOVE MONEY
I DO A HARD WORK TO GET THAT SUCKS MONEY
TO DRIVE MY OWN DREAM
IF YOU NEVER KNOW THIS BEFORE!
BUT
I WILL NEVER WANT MY FRIEND OR THE PERSON THAT I THOUGHT THAT HE OR SHE IS MY FRIEND'S MONEY EVEN I'M DYING
/. / . / . / I WAS GIVEN A REALLY SPEACIAL ABOUT THE WORD FRIEND
but
I THINK I WAS WRONG
like somebody said.. . .
i can't control anyone's thought
- - just live my life. . ..
still have two year and a half . . . - - or have no time for me> > > 06 november Loy Kra thong !!!最高の思い。。。
亮太、マコチャン、健二、タケユキ と皆へ
君たちとした事はいつまでも ぜったい忘れないよ・・・
俺が最初の日からずっと見守ったあげた本当ありがとうなんだよ 君たちが友達になった 良かっただもん。。。
俺が一番良い人になる事が出来なった本当ごめんねぇ 。。。でも俺は一生懸命にがんばりましただよっ
悪い事あったし いい事もあったし 君たちがずっと俺のそばにいったんだ
本物の 友達 だ
ーー
もう大丈夫心配ないと。。。
撃つもう 変わらない笑顔で 笹屋行ってくれた
まだ やれるよ だっていつでも 皆のそばにいる。。。
ずっと見守ったいるから で笑顔でいつものように抱きしめた
自分でまだわからんーーーー
いっぱい事もまだわからん
教えてもらいたいなんの。。。。
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Loy Kra Tong day !
here we go again with thai traditional day ^)^ wviewww
+today is the one of ma best day ever!!! +
but i'm not gonna tell you a detail haha
just keep it secret ne ^)^
yesterday party...that was great too
i got a load of new friends ...
i have two from SWEDEN
have one from BRAZIL
ROCKS YOU GUYS!!!
at first time i thought swedish people may not able to speak english fluently
but i was wrong
they are super superb in english !!!
and my friend come to me and reinstall my thought that
almost of people in Europe are really good in english !!
gosh !!
actually i used to think i that way
but from my own experience
i barely meet a people who come from europe
so, because of this reason that made me want to know EUROPEAN much more than i did!!!
as for my new swedish friends
one of them are studyin thai program at Thammasat University
and one of them maybe runnin his own business
i can't imagine that a little boy who just pass the age of 20 not so far ago
is now RUNNING his OWN bussiness....
Oh ma gosh! (again,lol)
and about my brazillian friend
she is a girl... a super sexy girl !!!
she got hot body and blah blah blah
i impressed her since the first second she'd entered the room
_^^ that was a great night too....
now i got some paln for my future education
i and my friend were keep talking and discussing about this for a long time
we decided to do our studu in EUROPE
not in AMERICA,not in AUSTRALIA
but in EUROPE
europe got its own style, charmmin, sweet and classic !!!
that's the point
we planed to find some scholarship which can supported our study and all stuff which are included
it's a hard work from now on...
cause the qualification of the one who be able to get the scholar is SO HIGH
and we must improve our skill to reach that HIGH OH MA GOSH (Once again,:P)
but it just a plan ...
dunno i can do it or not...
but if i can get a scholarship with my own feet
that will be one of my pround .. _^
Life is mine .. ^
i can use it myself...
^-^
haha ^^ 01 november aru hiあの日～～
僕はいっぱい笑顔を作ってもらったなんて。。。
僕はどんどん大人になるなんて。。。
僕は自分の足で立っているんなんて。。。
僕は自分の夢に向かってなんて。。。
あの日は、いっぱいツライ事もあったし いっぱい幸せの事もあったし
毎日毎日 いっぱい知らないの事も教えてくれたし。。。
今でとずっと きっと 忘れないのに 約束します。。。
皆からいっぱい手に入れてきましたなのに。。
本当うれしいわぁ
日本に始めてきたの時には 私の真感じは本当怖かったなんの
いっぱい新しい事をどんどん出ていた。。。
どうしよってと思いました。。。。
あの日からずっと一年間まで 自分の足だっけにあるんって
歩くの方だもん出来る せったい 出来る。。。。そんな感じにずっと覚えましたなの
最初の日から最後の日までに 俺は 出来ただ
その怖いが消えてきました
僕は 大人 だ
自分の道が選んだ
いつも頑張ります。。。
今ころでは いっぱい日本の思いがどんどん出しています。。。
本当に帰りたい ずっと住んでいたい。。
でも 実はそんな事が 出来ない
実は 自分の選んだ道が一番大切してが欲しいなの
俺は 頑張れ だ
ーー
だから お願い僕とそばに行ってくれないか、君が好きだから
この想いが君に解くように願いがかないますように。。。
また明日で終わる今日、ずっと一緒に入れたらイイね
ゆうくれが君に僕がしてあけられる事があるもいいなぁ
ーー
ずっと きっと 愛しています。。。
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don't know what i should type...
time flies so fast ...
how could it be like that?
who is the first one that rule the time?
isn't it fair for everyone?
just want to head back to those old days
- -" 31 oktober VIVA AFS ... I LUV YOUおは～皆さま・
俺の家はまだ氾濫になっているんなんて
本当のやばいいいい’’’
氾濫のなった時から今まで どこが行けなかったなの。。。。
今日はちょっと日本の思いが出しました。。。
懐かしいなぁ 時間がいつも いつも 早い好きなの。。。
皆はどんどん大人になりましたように。。子供の時代が忘れずに・・・・
AFSの人達は～～我々あんまり時間がないになったそんなこと
俺とも分かるんだ でも俺はまだ 会えるの日が欲しいよぇぇぇｌ
でも今皆は 自分の道を作っているから
俺も頑張れ ！！！！！！
in fact, i want to update this entry in japanese
cause now i'm in a Japanese fever mode
haha /// sometimes people should remind themsleve how the time files fast ...SARAN
AFS camp just finished....
nothing much to say
just
GREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT
Afs camp always been great ...
this year we went to KANJANABURI
in camp ...we did a lot of activities
and all of my junior are hand in!!!!!!!!!!!!
SUPER GREAT
three days in camp was an unforgetable memories
the smell of AFS never been vanished
but one thing i'm looking at my afs friends
they're doing their hard work
and they did well
what about me?
what am i doing right now?
i'm such an idiot
that always been lazy and got nothing
my friends always told me that i'm cool
but in fact i'm not that really cool
i'm a stupid lazy
i spent all happiness with them
but for my own work and my own life
i'm still manage nothing!
but now... i've thought
i'll be new SARAN
i got a point
and i'll follow my point
Thx for AFSers who always be my inspiration
^__^
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